Thank you ladies for the encouragement. perhaps, i m more upset that hubby is not by my side. hugging his chou chou (a blanket that was with him for more than 30 years) to sleep.
my sleeping time is now tuned to hubby's time zone in europe. will wake up at 2am after a weird dream and message hubby who just off work. wake up again at 430 to say good night to him.
anyone has craving or weird dislike of food? i m getting upset cos i no longer enjoy some food i used to like. but i have craze for kay lee's fatty char siew.