So happy to hear you buck up and think for yourself!
Stop all the self pity and love yourself and baby!
you need no love from people whom dont love you!
remember to speak to your gynae on your concern on post natal/pre natal depression and see what he may suggest since now you also cannot control your mood swing already.
Its not easy to take care of a new life esp when you are doing your confinement..... be mentally prepared. Now its also the time that you should prepare those necessity for baby. Go spend time and get yourself prepare for the most impt little person of your life!