sorry to hear what you've been thru...
it must have been very traumatising..
for a young girl at such a tender age, how helpless you must have felt..
it is something you will live with for the rest of your life, but something you must accept that have happened before you can really move on with life..
it wont be easy at all..
i would suggest you speak to a professional about this. counsellors or anyone else tts close to you in your family..
bcos, again, he might be doing it to another poor child in your family.. what if it happened to your own girl?
you never know, maybe some other relative (or cousin) in your family also went thru this shit from this sicko.
but, if you have spoken up at that point of time, maybe to a aunt, your mum or grandma, things might have been different...
of cos, i know it would be very hard for you cos you were only so young..
be strong, n i hope you can move on n live a happier life.
also, since pin was only 1 year plus n can understand me, we've been telling her cannot let ppl touch her pte part. only me, my parents n sisters (besides her teachers who bathe her in sch) can touch there when we bathe n change her, n also i'm teaching her to clean her pte part herself now...
even her daddy also dont bathe n change her.. he let her wear her diapers herself.