I am already asking dear husband if he will blame me if I dont't wanna give birth anymore (I know he really wants a son). He only replied "Nevermind, can have accident" -_-
Guess he doesn't know that I am really phobic and it actually took me a lot of courage to ask him that. Though I have been through alot, I have never developed anxiety attack in my life before until this pregnancy.
And it really annoys me when I tried to explain to him how uncomfortable I feel then he just dissed it off like I am over reacting and how easily each discomfort can be endured.
My original gynae said that she will talk to another gynae (the one I am going to see next week) for me to have an induction. However she told me that it also has to depend on my baby's size, dilation and other conditions.