I can feel what you going through.. I just give birth in june also.. Like you, I thought bf is easy only not so easy to latch on.. when i started to bf my son exclusively, it really emotional breakdown. My baby was also admitted 2 day in hospital due to jaundice after discharge I thought his breathing got problem i bring here n there to see doc. After that, his eyelid got so swollen almost need to go for surgery n all this happen within a month.. Plus Lack of sleep due to bf (my baby latch on almost 1 hr each time), i cried almost every time i feed him. Once my baby is crying for milk but im so reluctant to feed him n just sit there look at him cry. Dat was when my hubby say no more bf till my emotion is better.
So I stop bf about 3 wk almost now not much milk but i back to trying as i more ready. Doc give me pill hopefully will help to make the milk come back..
BF is good but just that didnt expect so much thing come at the same time n didnt expect to be so tiring.