I understand what you are going through now, perhaps you wanna try telling her that you want to take care of your child. If she comes up with excuses to brush you off then it's pretty obvious she wanna come in btw you n yr child. You are baby's mom, you have every right to take care of him. Actually the best way to deal w this, is to breastfeed your child. She will have no reason to feed yr child, much less sleep w yr baby.
You have to be strong during this period, jiayou mummy