This is a discussion on MUMMYSG - ITS OCTOBER!!!! NOCIANZ CLUBB IS HERE AGAIN - lets talk crapps :p ~~~~~:p within the Mummy Cafe forum, part of the Community Lounge category; drop dead tired....
drop dead tired.
Let me rant abit~~
today went for counselling, talk for 2HOURS!! hahaha.. both the counsellor n i never keep track of the time.. feel so good after talking so much (even though with letitia distracting us.. lol)
anyway.. i was damn angry with my dad today.. he was suppose to fetch me go Kandang Kerbau Hospital today.. but end up, he himself never plan properly n blame me for not preparing in time!! wth~~ but he still gave me money to take cab there lahz.. with the barangs n letitia n the pram.. -_-"
after the counselling n stuff, he come fetch me.. nvm.. he sae want go opp golden mile eat.. so go lohz.. but when reach there, he tell me he wanna smoke, n ask me carry letitia up the stairs to go order food first!! i got soooo fed up lohz!!! i just give him black face n carry letitia go up!!
when we come home, i need to do some emailing etc.. but he just dump letitia with me n go wash him car!! i damn pissed off lahz!! i come back to "take a break" from all the nonsense i'm getting from my in laws!! now come here, he also give me nonsense!!
furthermore, my mother in law today also give me nonsense!! i purposely got sister In law to ask mother in law what documents she need me to print/ photocopy for the maid agent, when i was printing our CPF statement n photocopy letitia's b/c bout dont know how many days ago.. she that time sae NO NEED ANYTHING.. today she call n tell me she need this need that by TOMORROW!! fyi, i'm at my parents' house until tml night lohz!! expect me to go back just to help you prepare all the documents?!?!?!?!?! PLS LOHZ!! she need letitia's b/c, i ALREADY photocopy a copy for her!! then she need a copy of hubby's i/c, then tell me hubby not at home, how to photocopy?!?!?!?! tell me for what?!?!?! if i can get hubby to go home, i wun even need to quarrel with him so many times liaoz!! f***ing nonsense lahz!!! n she still can sae i never tell her that i'm refering to the documents that she need for the maid agent when sister In law called her..
i'm so freaking pissed off now!! everytime when i wanna relax n dont stress myself, everyone give me nonsense!!
hubby also blow some big trumpet last night!! he told me he got a "investor" thats willing to invest AT LEAST 20k for him to open a cafe + lan-gaming + com repair shop (shop size bout 2 standard shop).. then he tell me that if i want to start a blogshop, i might as well go risk n open a proper shop!! i just answer him back, sae if i got that kinda money to throw into sea, i also want to open a shop n do business!! at least i know i'll still have the income from the shop.. better than worrying whether will he come home at night n tell me that he quit his job yet again!! he told me that a blogshop can earn how much niaz, etc etc (all the negative things).. so i tell him that if he's so unsupportive, then just kip his comments to himself.. i dont need him to throw a wet blanket over me..
I"M SO PISSED OFF N ANGRY TODAY!!!! the feeling of helplessness comes back again!!! i have no mood to do anything~~ everytime i set my heart to do something, everyone seems so unsupportive n giving me those negative remarks.. i really feel lyk giving up on everything n everyone (even letitia n maphius!!)
ok.. i know it's much more than abit suddenly.. ** pai seh pai seh..
i really feel lyk not caring anything n disappear for awhile.. what for i keep doin n doin n doin, but no one appreciate n i dont even feel any better?!?!?!
there's no one to look after letitia for a "longer" time.. how to take a long shower.. everything i do must rush rush rush!! now, i cant imagine what'll happen when the maid n maphius arrives.. i need to "keep an eye" on the maid, teach her, and at the same time look after letitia n maphius..
i've enough .. i want give up liaoz...
Haizzz....Bbphir dearie...I really would like to chat with you till you r feeling much better but my kids r waiting for my roti....so i have to leave my office now. If you really need a listening ear, call me on my hp...okie.
even when the starhub man come my house, there was once 3 starhub men were standing outside my house, waiting for us leeee...but woody not home yet, i open the door, i told them i prefer to wait till my hubby comes home before letting them in....they say ok (i tink they understood), cos their face look ok lehhh....they never say anyting or give me a black face worrrr.........
me ok yaaaa...not pain yaaa...i fall asleep during the treatment lehhh...LOL~
the back one, feel like massaging yaaaaaaa.....so quite ok.....the leg area feels more "painful" as compared to poking my stomach n back area....
Im here, anybody home?
Bbp dearie, i went thru all these before also.... for your dear daughter & dear son you must be strong dont give up ok......even you 1 2 give up any1 it will be your stupid woody idiot and not your kids ok.....
Sharon dearie come and gone like wind
Lawla dearie need massage at room 9948?
Pudding dearie must tk good care, everyday OT very Siong lehhhh......
Princess dearie how r you & dante... tml gng KL enjoy ok
dante still having diarrhea,but still very active.i'm so tired.dont know y
r you feeling ok???
*HUG HUG HUGS*
Not my Friday....
ankle still sprained... down with flu again... have to sleep outside 2nite... in case spread germs to dear daughter...
now just realised my msn kena locked out... no wonder I cannot login this week... reset password still cannot login... duh...
No1 ans me deeeeeeeee ...... sob sob i go zzzzzzzzzz also