dont be depressed, ure the right thing thinking for the future of your baby. what you can do is approach social worker at KK and tell them your plan. they will find a suitable family for you. it's better than you finding one yourself as you wont be sure of the adoptive family's background etc. if you go thru KK, they have suitable families who meet the right criteria to adopt a child such as financially stable, responsible etc. i wish you the best of luck.