This is a discussion on EDD April Mummies within the Year 2012 Mummy forum, part of the Mummy Meeting Place category; Originally Posted by 2ndtimemum Then I'm slightly better.. I can still stay out like sitting alot while waiting for my ...
but this prenatal needs money right.. we now a bit tight on cash.. then think, the logistics just learn from confinement lady .. since already paying her 2.3k! (heartache) but no choice remember.. i got no choice.. boo boo~
just now called my mum to tell her not celebrating 1st month then she say why? then she say in law should b very eager very happy to celebrate.. only son and first grandson.. then 来了咯.. i tell her happy 个屁.. i only complained a bit then i cry.. haha.. anyway its all over, i dont want to think..
today seems to a be a really tough day for me.. i dont know why.. hmmm.. hormones peaking at week 32? haha... thats why causing the paranoid in me..
usually the elder one will talk to the baby and ask baby to shake the bon bon.. wah, next that little one is really dancing inside... faint...
you are not the only one that tear dear, I did when I say my #1 princess!!! Couldn't believe my eyes especially after so much hardship.
i tell you.. i confirm cry one.. before go hospital will cry.. during will cry, baby out will also cry..
just like my wedding ... church wedding cry, actual day also cry.. cant stand myself too.. my friends say eyes too big, once want to cry the tear drop cant hide one.. sure drop out..
I want to share with all dear ...how much I love this little precious of mine ! I really want to love him & gve him everything I can. The day I give birth to him will be really the happiest day of my life.
I am waiting for this day for so long ... * I always carry friend's babies.... the feeling is full of envy. I dont't know how to explain this feeling.. I am willing to give up my life just for the well being of this child...
Sometimes i wonder where i suddenly got this kind of "courage" just for this little unborn ... the feeling is so strong ....
aiya, my dear.. never mind... positive thinking, positive thinking... learn from the confinement lady at least better than learning from your mother in law right???? haha.. although it is quite impossible , the thought will make you happier.
never mind, crying is a good way to release stress, displeasure, unhappiness and also fear... Cry then later ok ...
2 weeks ago got eat kang kong.. still ok.. but i think now cant... the legs really is like anytime can cramp one.. so better dont add on it..
Hugs Hugs !!!!Ai ya ... dont't talk about your in laws ! ...Why dont't do baby shower?? Invite your few friends .. dont't need to be very big what ...simple just some pastries... boil some red eggs...drinks... at least you feel better... people congrats you ... best wishes ... happy happy !
i think i always like that one.. i will be happy only when everything is over.. just like my wedding.. after the last guest left, haha, then my smile become so natural.. before that is like all stone stone kind..
even my honeymoon and overseas trip is all free and easy, please dont ask me chase bus or wait in bus for fellow tour mates.. im the rebellious kind .. hahah.. dont try to strap me and ask me follow rules.. thats y my job is those i arrange meetings myself and go myself kind.. hate those bosses call you ask you where you r, whats your schedule.. i surely quit one..
since young i also look after my 2 brothers.. so i think.. i still know how to handle..
remember last time in JC i was in community service club.. we go to a boys home... then the small boy only primary 3, took a plastic chair and want to slam my friend.. i just go to him and grab the chair from him and scolded him straight... then all my club ppl clapped.. think they dont know how to handle.. but for me i looked after 2 boys from young and know how to handle.. and i grow up in a big family..
i think Dilys will know how to handle too.. she is the eldest! haha..
I think i confirm tear... when i give birth..if see my baby the 1st time.Once I dreamt .. I was calm & steady concentrating pushing my baby out... I never cry you know... after baby is out & my eyes was shut tightly... i ask gynae... is my baby out ...is it bloody.. can you clean the blood 1st before passing to me... (* I scared of blood...haha... I fee giddy at the presence of too much blood)
haha while they are cleaning baby. I ask my gynae... Dr, can I start to cry wholehearty ... I feel like crying... My gynae say "Go ahead" I was crying really wholehearty...the feeling is like pouring out all the pains during delivery ... the feeling of joy .... the thought of hardship of whole pregnancy all released. haha... then when they were to pass me baby..
I told the nurse wait ... I need tissue & i need to touch up dont want to let baby see me cry. hahahah
I thought my hubby about this dream.. he laugh.
My wedding ... I am also stone stone.. from the morning till end of dinner. I was just go according to the plan...*Lucky got my sisters who keep reminding what to do n that" I was so lost on that day ... excited & happy ... mixed feeling....
End of dinner.. after cleaning my drunk hubby haha ... the moment i lie beside him then I start recalling back what happen that morning & till the end of everything... then I realised "Oh So now I am married... dinner is over" after so many months of planning & preparation. Just a day ... everything is over.