dont be worried. you can never be more ready. i m a second time mum too but i still feel like i am being a New mum all over again. with breastfeeding you will need to be strong. my case... i was the only one pressing on. my confinement lady kept telling me i had no milk n kept pestering me to switch to formula despite me leaking from severe engorgment. my family members tried to convince me to give up tbf and mix with formula so that i get more rest. to some extent i was stubborn and i didn't want to feel like a loser giving up. but i really went thru alot in the first month. i hardly slept cos of the consistent need to nurse and pump to clear my engorgment. almost went into depression. think i was quite crazy. thinking back maybe i shouldn't have been so stubborn. there is no right or wrong. all mummies want the best for their kids. so just do what your gut feels is right and best for your child. Jia you!