I'm gg bonkers.. Last night was my first time handling baby.. Tried not to let her sleep much during the day.. Fed her ebm at 230am.. While feeding she was real sleepy.. After that burped her and her eyes open super big.. Sianz.. Carry her around e house, rubbing her head, telling her to sleep.. But she still very wide awake.. Finally decided to put her down in sofa while I pump.. Pump halfway she decided she wans to cry and woke hubby up.. So had to stop pumping and soothe her.. Refused to be soothed so I latched her and changed her diapers.. Finally she went to sleep at 430am and I put her down in cot.. Happy cos I thought can sleep..
The moment I lied down on bed, she started making sounds.. Carry her then she keep quiet.. Wen she seems to be in deep sleep, I put her down in cot again and she started making sounds.. Argh.. So keep carry, put down, carry, put down.. Before I know it, she's crying for milk again.. So bring her out to living room to latch.. Latch 25min and she snoozed so I put her down on sofa and snooze with her.. 30min later she decided she wans milk again.. Latch another 15min.. Then put down, she wans to latch again.. Now she is finally settled down.. I whole night like never sleep.. Super shag! I'm dreading tonight.. It's a nightmare! Sighz..