Hey im very sorry to hear what happened. Pls dont't give up and stop thinking suicidal thoughts. You are a mother in another few months, spare some thoughts for your unborn kid, she needs your support now!
Dont worry, when the going gets tough, the tough gets going. All is us have our fair share of woes, some of us just have it tougher. I believe you will come out of it stronger! Some of these negative thoughts may stem from being pregnant, I always feel vexed and frustrated now that I'm pregnant, try not to let these thoughts affect you.
you can just send me any MSG if you need a listening ear ya? Pls pull yourself together, good luck!