Oh dear! Please take care of your own mental health. Yes, if you feel you need the pills to help you handle your emotions, please consult your gynae! Perhaps you can take a holiday away from baby care and go for a honeymoon with your hubby. With your close friends or sisters is good too! Do small things that makes you happy, like watching a comedy, go for movies, outings with girl friends, things that remind you of your carefree self before becoming a mom. I felt lousy especially when I get cooped up in the house all day and busy with baby care, so I also try to give myself a break once in a while. Bad things past, and everything will be smooth sailing and good once again.