Thank you all for your advice. I would prefer to keep my baby actually. But somehow, as it is now, hubby is 'ignoring' my pregnancy. He doesn't seem to acknowledge the fact that I am preggie but rather seem to be in denial.
Although I dont't blame him, now it's making me quite sad that I dont't have his 100% support. Maybe he doesn't want to get too attached to my unborn baby because he knows I might be terminating the pregnancy.
But I shudder if there should come a time when I have to choose between him and my baby. This is getting more complicated by the day. I just wished that my gynae appt would come soon..