I miscarried twice and there are times when I think about my babies. But I know they are in heaven--a place without tears or pain. And I'm relieved by this truth though still sad that I didn't get to know them & be their mummy on earth.
Wow..you are really a sensitive & intuitive person. I think that maybe you are feeling them because of your friend. She just went through trauma and tragedy. Her pain must have spilled out into her life and you manage to "catch" & even experience the emotions. I believe the twins are in heaven with God. They are safe in God's hands.