IMO, putting an end to an innocent baby is never an option. Having read that your a child lover, if you terminate this pregnancy i believe you will have that guilt feeling and no matter what you do it is ireversible. your parents will be mad at first but sooner or later they will understand. Babies are gifts from God and not all woman are given the oppOrtunity to have one. You must remember that this baby is not any other baby but your own blood. And this baby will love you unconditionally more than anybody else. I know this will never be easy but through the help of your family and "true" friends you'll get through this. Take care.