we r in the same boat, my dear husband too facing azoospermia n my dear husband had a gr8 emotional break dwn n i never gv up giving him the extra attention n emotional support n always always make him feel important cz when men got to know that prob lies in them they'll tend to feel inferior n do stupid things.
We went for fertility test n my results came out to b alright n prob lies in my dear husband n he brokedown infront of my gynae n i held his hands tight n i assure him that we'll work hard to find for solutions n follow our gynae advice. So the nx step was for him to come bck for the nx 3mths for another SA test n results turn out to b the same. Our gynae wants 2 dbl confirmation cz he explain to us that the processed of the withdrawal of the sperm r controlled by our brains n maybe wen SA was done brain send negative msg to the body. With the same results the nx step was to take a blood test to show whtr or not tis got to do with genes related n hormones level was checked as well.. Thk god all those result turn out to b a good news, hormones level r good n its not genes related prob n did another SA again n no sperm was found in the semen='( so another final step was to do a biospy. I was allowed to b by my dear husband side wen the biopsy is done n the result came out the the very same day. Thk to the god almighty thr IS a sperm found but only on his right testicles but not on the left ones. So only his right testicles r workin but not a healthy ones.
So wht we do now is that we'll jz move on leading a normal healthy lifestyle n live happily w/o talking bout hving babies cz that is wht my dear husband wants me to promise him for not talking about babies. But in the other hand almost ALL my close friends around me R PREGNANT now n all due somewhr in may, jun, jul n aug n sep n i cried to sleep all alone not wanting to pressurize my dear husband..
May the god almighty never leave us feeling lonely till we're aged n at least gv us just 1 to continue our dear husband generation..