Hahah TVH - have you tried the yoga poses? It's quite relaxing and I think it will help to calm your mind. For me - I give up reading too much into the symptoms. The more I read, the more disappointed I'll get. And it's also a case of the more you want it, the harder it is to find - Just like how you lose something and the more you look for it, the more you can't seem to find it - but the moment you're not looking for it, it appears right in front of your face!
I'll also tell myself that I have already tried my best so the rest is up to God's will. I mean seriously BBT, traditional chinese medicine, etc etc. And listen to calming music.. Do those yoga poses (it helps for me to calm my mind.. and haah I also think oh yay - at least these poses will help the egg to roll and potential fertility too!)... Read my book etc. It also helps talking to you folks
Actually now I'm so busy with work that I've got not much time to think. Blessing in disguise perhaps? :P
Oh ya I studied bio in school. But I never thought so hard to get preggers. I thought as long as no birth control during that week - sure can kena!