dont't be too demoralized, I guess you must be feeling very tired. I just finish my confinement and i am still breast feeding so i know how you feel. Use a breast pad so that your bra and pj won't be stained. Sometimes, the baby will play with the nipple becos the baby is not hungry enough or when they are full or sleepy, they will reject the nipple. Wait till the baby is really hungry and they will start feeding or when the baby is feeding, try to tickle the toe so that the baby will not fall asleep but continue to feed. Most important thing, take care of yourself and have plenty of rest.