I, too was low ms and w little support for bf, wanted to give up bf. BF was time consuming (baby slow drinker), and was sleep deprived with achings all over. Did wonder if I was too harsh on myself since baby can finish milk formular within 5min.
With the emphasis of e goodness of bf (best gift of all for babies), I'm still hanging on. Not only that, I've come to realized that my little one sometimes "cry" for e bonding session even after she had formular. Priceless.