rachelleling
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hi ladies!!! Been a while since I log in here. The workload is crazy! I am often so deprived of zzz!! basically, the main reason for the lack of zzz is cos my gal rejecting bottles after happily latching for first 3 mths. as she hibernates in the day to avoid the bott, she wakes up more at night to feed. sigh. she is starting to drink more in the day and I just started her on cereals as she just turned 6 mths. So hopefully she can zzz longer at night. else I will really go very crazy!! I am in the noon session, so, I usually feed her at 10am. then I try to pump at 12.30pm. if not will drag till 3pm to pump. if I pump at 12.30, I will drag till 4 to pump. then when reach home at 7, she will latch. I try not to drag pump for too long cos I kena blocked ducts twice and it is no fun at all. we are lucky we have a dedicated small nursing room which is a section in our lounge. so quite conducive to pump. my supply is quite ok. still enough for my gal. used to have oversupply but think it adjusted and now just nice and I can store a bit everyday. but then, store also no use cos she might not want to drink. sigh. I m seriously thinking of taking part time or adjunct or totally just no pay. I cannot take the workload. too heavy esp when I have another toddler at home to spend time with. just recently, cos I had to set paper, I slept at 5am for 2 nights and thus, only like 2 hours per day. it was horrible. I m very stressed up and I have little time for work. you know la, in sch, where got time to sit down to mark or plan lesson. so many meetings. and so, have to bring hom to work. I m really too stressed liao......