Recently find that i have been losing my temper and blowing my top.
Really screaming and shouting, throwing things to vent my anger, kids got smack too.
Usually started by kids being naughty. But find that I spark out very fast and got super furious. My hubby don't help much with kids, their homework or take care of them. Was frustrated with him too. Completely ignoring the kids, sleeping if at home.
He's been like this since first son, so I'm kind of use to this. He's the breadwinner of the family, so I try to shoulder the responsibility to care for the kids myself.
I love my boys. But my ongoing hot temper may hurt them.
I cannot and don't feel safe to leave my kids with my inlaws. Feel more secure if kids with me.
Really screaming and shouting, throwing things to vent my anger, kids got smack too.
Usually started by kids being naughty. But find that I spark out very fast and got super furious. My hubby don't help much with kids, their homework or take care of them. Was frustrated with him too. Completely ignoring the kids, sleeping if at home.
He's been like this since first son, so I'm kind of use to this. He's the breadwinner of the family, so I try to shoulder the responsibility to care for the kids myself.
I love my boys. But my ongoing hot temper may hurt them.
I cannot and don't feel safe to leave my kids with my inlaws. Feel more secure if kids with me.