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HB said nw he realise hw immatured I am.. hahaha... Nw he see my true colour after 2 yrs plus being it me.... but seriously I'm nt.. Yes, i may be immatured at times b4 preg but I consider tt as seeking for attention..:001_302:for e.g I'll told him nt to go to work cz i miz him.. hahaha..
May sounds unreasonable maybe... Nw preg, i tell u ar... my mood swings like roller coaster.... at times i'll be so happie, sad, angry for a little bit things which i find myself to be petty, so sensitive one..n the worst is when i said smth but i didnt mean it or even like i want tis but after tt i change my mind i want tt... HB said tt he oso has his pride when i tell him off tt i don need him in my life..said all those harsh words cz i was upset wit his family attitude for saying mean n harsh words towards me...again i noe i shld ctrl my straightforward atitude..i told his parents off.. but i juz cant help it la...i pregnant, my attitude is like so sensitive n defensive..told him i didnt mean it..i'm preg like tt one n some more i nt in the pink of health as i bleed most of the time..told him its stressful to hear frm doc tt i can hv miscarriage...but he said no point oredi talking abt it.. being preg is nt an excuse for my behaviour... I hv hurt his pride..he said we cant make it....meaning by tt he don wanna be together wit me animore.. haiz.................. so sad.... partly oso my fault.....
being preg, i find myself a total change in terms of health, body n feelings.. why is tt oso?? why cant he being more patience wit me? I tink i hv trigger his maximum level of pride ba...:tlaugh:
btw, need some opinoins frm u all if I were to leave him...i can somehw afford to pay bb expenses for a yr cz gt savings... nw i'm nt working... juz wondering shld i let him pay for all his child expenses??? i caught in between cz he oso need to support his wife..his wife working i tink in exec level.. they hv no kids.. they live in a 4-rm flat... HB gt bike.. so do u tink is it too much if i ask him to pay for bb expenses including the hospital charges?? he shld stop giving me maintenance after his child stop schooling rite? I shld let him bear the responsibility too rite?
by the time i start working, i can open another savings a/c for bb..the $$$ tt i save up is for his future.. n bb exp i'll still use the $$$ his dad had transfer to me mthly...:tlaugh:
May sounds unreasonable maybe... Nw preg, i tell u ar... my mood swings like roller coaster.... at times i'll be so happie, sad, angry for a little bit things which i find myself to be petty, so sensitive one..n the worst is when i said smth but i didnt mean it or even like i want tis but after tt i change my mind i want tt... HB said tt he oso has his pride when i tell him off tt i don need him in my life..said all those harsh words cz i was upset wit his family attitude for saying mean n harsh words towards me...again i noe i shld ctrl my straightforward atitude..i told his parents off.. but i juz cant help it la...i pregnant, my attitude is like so sensitive n defensive..told him i didnt mean it..i'm preg like tt one n some more i nt in the pink of health as i bleed most of the time..told him its stressful to hear frm doc tt i can hv miscarriage...but he said no point oredi talking abt it.. being preg is nt an excuse for my behaviour... I hv hurt his pride..he said we cant make it....meaning by tt he don wanna be together wit me animore.. haiz.................. so sad.... partly oso my fault.....
being preg, i find myself a total change in terms of health, body n feelings.. why is tt oso?? why cant he being more patience wit me? I tink i hv trigger his maximum level of pride ba...:tlaugh:
btw, need some opinoins frm u all if I were to leave him...i can somehw afford to pay bb expenses for a yr cz gt savings... nw i'm nt working... juz wondering shld i let him pay for all his child expenses??? i caught in between cz he oso need to support his wife..his wife working i tink in exec level.. they hv no kids.. they live in a 4-rm flat... HB gt bike.. so do u tink is it too much if i ask him to pay for bb expenses including the hospital charges?? he shld stop giving me maintenance after his child stop schooling rite? I shld let him bear the responsibility too rite?
by the time i start working, i can open another savings a/c for bb..the $$$ tt i save up is for his future.. n bb exp i'll still use the $$$ his dad had transfer to me mthly...:tlaugh: