Female student comes clean about being diagnosed with HIV

I was diagnosed HIV positive earlier this year during a routine mobile testing clinic held in school.

My initial reaction upon being told the news was far from the norm - often people react in fear, anguish or anger but in my case, a very calm "oh" was all that came out of my mouth. Deep down inside I had already expected it. I had been ruthless with my body. It's hard to believe but from the time I lost my virginity, and thanks to my heavy usage of dating apps I'd slept with more men than I can count in 1.5 years. If you ask me now, I can't exactly pinpoint where exactly my impulses came from. I think I wanted to feel important. That few minutes (sometimes hours), I was the centre of attention. With every dick, every tongue stuck inside me, I was his (or often, their) object of fascination. Maybe I was needy, I craved that sensation cuz I was tryna fill the void. But what I can say for sure is, I was careless. I was naive. No condom? Never mind, he said he was "safe". He said he got tested recently. So in a sense, I knew deep down that I deserved it. Among the few people whom I've revealed this to, many have reacted in pity. Of course, the question of who gave it to me arises and to be honest, till this day thanks to my promiscuity I have no idea. Also I hadn't gotten tested regularly henceforth I can't pinpoint a specific time frame.

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Jacobite

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I had my best friend being diagnosed with it. Her reaction was completely different and not pretty for sure. The worst part was that she was in a stable relationship for 3 years. So even when you are too sure is bad and can lead to such results. I know it's not the end of the world anymore and that with proper meds you can live a normal life, but I think that if more young people took the time to read articles such as this https://www.prescriptiondoctor.com/prep/prep the world would be one day HIV free.
 
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Tuckerness

New Member
That really is the reality that most young kids face today. Things have gotten too easy to get laid and protection is undermined!
 

KylieJones

Member
Like many people, I never thought to face this question. After I was told that the test was positive, I called my future husband and said that we urgently need to meet and talk. I said that it was very serious and important and that the matter could not wait even until the evening. We met at the house. I got into his car and told him everything as if in spirit. Was I scared? Very! Very very scary! Because I understood that I had no right to hide the diagnosis. I also understood that he might not want to live with me and build a family in the future. But usually this is due to ignorance of all the information about this disease. Thanks to melbournefunctionalmedicine.com.au you can understand that. My husband accepted me with my diagnosis, although two years later he checked himself and turned out to be healthy.
 
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