Pls help.... I have thoughts of wishing my husband to be dead though I was never a violent person. The mental torture he has been giving me all these years is driving me crazy. He do not see me a person but as a dog instead, shouting at me as and when he likes, he doesn't provide for the family, out of job now and yet can gamble away whatever money and valuables he has left leaving us with nothing. We are solely depending on my savings which he doesn't have access to for now. Divorce seemed impossible as me and my kids will have no place to stay. Nothing seemed possible now. He is the worse hubby anyone could have. Can somebody who is going through the same thing give me some advice please?