am trying but not coping too well. Mil? am trying to exclude her in our " fights" but alas she had been staring at me n givg me cold shoulders too. did i say she stays w us? ... Now my clamp up mechanism worked again n refused to go the motion of greeting her n of couse effectively i had started...
i honestly dunno know whether there is love - how to feel love when u r angry and depressed and into this whole mess?
we went for one counselling session but he came back with his own interpretation on the counsellor's advice and before we can go back, the cold war started again and i doubt he...
not enemy, just invisibles. which one is worse?
my colleagues talk about their loving husbands and i felt like crying but has to pretend to smile.
i wanted to talk to a lawyer today but i buried myself in work and did not get to do it. i dont know if that was an excuse. i googled before and...
irony is i can support both myself and kid.
thermostat? i wish but i can't be one. I think i tried to be by refusing to talk first and "plead wrong" ... he said i was trying to act tough.
i choose not to walk away 'cos i was hoping hope against hope that things will be normal again. i wish he...
cause? i dun even know where to start. one time 'cos I made a comment that the car be put into good use (he thinks it's my attitude prob). one time 'cos I said anywhere for dinner (he said i was pulling a long face). one time (more than once) 'cos I dont feel like having sex (I was not...
I have not been speaking to my husband for a month. There's so many cold wars that I cannot recall all the triggers that started them. All were small matters but were I believe were cumuation of many 心病 over the years. He would never think that he is in the fault and every time when he throws...
