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Meiteoh, harsh they are but I know you meant well for me. You stir some emotions in me. Maybe I should not be talking to him even. I should not be nice to a man like him anymore. I should let him know what a jerk he has been to me and that I dont appreciate his pressence in any way...

Hi everyone. I am ok. At least, no longer so upset. Probably feeling lost and worried about future. He compromised and giving me a monthly allowance of $500. There is only a verbal agreement of that till baby turn 21 years old. He started giving me since 2 months ago. On time, without me...

When i see how my baby grow inside me day by day, i begin to feel very guilty for the abortions i have done and i feel so so sorry for the baby who died inside me. I have had constant nightmares and sometimes wake up screaming in fear and shaking. I still do now. just that it gets lesser and...

Force? why??? will not let you off easily? how could he do that to a woman like you!?

thank you so much. I bought alot of newborn clothesfor my son.. ;) one of the things i enjoy doing these days is to shop for his arrival.

;) Thank you all. Im really grateful. my parents are still alive. But i hated them. They are forever judging me. My mum sexually abused me when i was a child all the way until i am in Secondary. When i know what she is doing to me is wrong, i try to tell on her to my relatives, uncles...

idont expect to let him see MY child. He dont deserve such a cute prince. Ijust want him to be responsible for the bb whom has his blood. how can he just walk away? and dnt worry, he is really a bastard. he wont come after me for this chlild. he never will. he is a coward. he rather run...

I dont have parents. I am alone. I am too ashamed to let my friends know. I have so stupid and naive. refusing to take my friends advise right from the beginning. choosing to believe him again and again, hoping that he will see the sacrifices i made.

thank you. I am trying to focus on my cute little prince now. i keep looking into the ultrassound scan and imagine him telling me how much he needs me to look after him. I am already in depression, I guess im lucky to have found you people here to go through it with me these few days. If i...

it doesnt matter who i am staying with now. the thing is i will definitely be living alone the day my bb is born.

thank you all so much for taking time out to console me and be here for me when we are total strangers. I feel so upset that even you people are so nice and kind towards me and that man is being so nasty. i dont have parents nor siblings and i definitely dont deserve any help at all. I am...

No. i wont have anyone to help me out. i will be alone with bb. i have already kept alot of recipes for confinement and read alot on baby care.

I dont want to think of him as cheating me because maybe he really has his difficulty. but i dont understand why buying a few bottles and baby clothes will cost him alot? even if he has got no money, im sure he can at least try to fork out time to accompany me to buy, to offr some solutions...

thats what im afraid of too. because there are times i find it very hard to cope with my mood swings too. as i will alone to take care of my bb, i am afraid that i might do something which i may not even know. Now, i have to keep my moods on check. make sure i try to think of the happy...

yes. Going back with my baby will be in one of my options too. DNA is to prove my bb is his.