Everythings go wrongs since my boy arrived to this world... it should be bundle of joy but i having bitterness in my relationship with HIM. My boy is coming to 3yrs on this coming Oct and it should be said that this few years, my hubby totally treated me very badly which i think he don't even notices it. If people were to ask me when is his last kiss, I would said that it is in the labour room after my boy arrived. The last sex is when my boy turn 3 months old and that is it.. no more... I been thinking, it could be he is busy with work, part time study or maybe learning to be a good father. But I doubth my thinking now..
At time i suspect he got mistress out there but i secretly peep his hp when he is keying msg.. mostly is his friend talking about sch-work. However it doesn't stop me doubting... cos i always hear ppl said that man cannot live without sex than how he relieve himself?
I always give in alot, like when my boy is sick in CC and I will be the 1st to pick him up and apply long leave from co look after my boy. Last time, he always nag about sending and picking me to work or home, made him rush to work. My working place is near to his work area, he feel rush and afraid that 1 day will accident due to rushing of time. He also remarked that he need to study, so he can't help out in housework or picking up my boy from CC after work. He also hope that I can provide home cook meal to our boy. With all these, I have tendered with my co which i worked for 7 years!!.. For the household and my boy expense we are sharing it.. i find i'm too stupid now, I should push all these expense to him..
Now, is school holiday which means no sch-work but of course he have to go work. At time, i was really body-aching due to all the household chore and my body is really weak. I wish he could help me during this month but he is not helping. Before we have our boy, we share our household chore. Like yesterday, he make a comment to me that doing housework should be happy cos I told him.. wah.. u so gd life, come home just sit on the armchair to rest after you back from your swimming with friend. What wrong on asking him for help? Even when my son wanna go urine and come to me while i was cutting pear at the kitchen half way.. i ask him to help out and in return, he said put down the pear and bring him to toilet. Oh Gosh!!.. i really feel mad at time!!.. he is really taking me for granted nowadays. I wanna give him chance but i feel that the more chances i give him, he will step on my head to shit!
Whenever I try to talk to him about the problem, it will end up fire fighting, he will pin-point all my fault out. Is it divorce will be a good idea to resolve all this problem? Now, I have send a msg to him that if he continue to be like that, he will regret. Immediate, he reponds me on what will I regret..
Think he really still dunno where is the problem is.
At time i suspect he got mistress out there but i secretly peep his hp when he is keying msg.. mostly is his friend talking about sch-work. However it doesn't stop me doubting... cos i always hear ppl said that man cannot live without sex than how he relieve himself?
I always give in alot, like when my boy is sick in CC and I will be the 1st to pick him up and apply long leave from co look after my boy. Last time, he always nag about sending and picking me to work or home, made him rush to work. My working place is near to his work area, he feel rush and afraid that 1 day will accident due to rushing of time. He also remarked that he need to study, so he can't help out in housework or picking up my boy from CC after work. He also hope that I can provide home cook meal to our boy. With all these, I have tendered with my co which i worked for 7 years!!.. For the household and my boy expense we are sharing it.. i find i'm too stupid now, I should push all these expense to him..
Now, is school holiday which means no sch-work but of course he have to go work. At time, i was really body-aching due to all the household chore and my body is really weak. I wish he could help me during this month but he is not helping. Before we have our boy, we share our household chore. Like yesterday, he make a comment to me that doing housework should be happy cos I told him.. wah.. u so gd life, come home just sit on the armchair to rest after you back from your swimming with friend. What wrong on asking him for help? Even when my son wanna go urine and come to me while i was cutting pear at the kitchen half way.. i ask him to help out and in return, he said put down the pear and bring him to toilet. Oh Gosh!!.. i really feel mad at time!!.. he is really taking me for granted nowadays. I wanna give him chance but i feel that the more chances i give him, he will step on my head to shit!
Whenever I try to talk to him about the problem, it will end up fire fighting, he will pin-point all my fault out. Is it divorce will be a good idea to resolve all this problem? Now, I have send a msg to him that if he continue to be like that, he will regret. Immediate, he reponds me on what will I regret..
Think he really still dunno where is the problem is.