Christina2310
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i been married for nearly 3 years , been tgther wit husband for 5 year. had a daughter goin to turn 3 years old this year.
al this while i hav been finding out tat husb have been finding massage girl on wechat , tagged, now even MAID.
i dun even care if he did meet al tis sorts of girl.to me he has cheated on me emotionally .
i cnt accept tis.
to be honest i cannot force myself to leave hym, i guess the only way out is to die.
will it even wake hym up?
seriously im goin to be out of my mind.
bt i cnt leave my girl alone.
i had two miscarriage , al tis while i been so sad but he been beside consoling me.
i noe commiting suicide is stupid bt to me is the only way to even gt out frm al tis shit he has been giving me al tis while ..
i feel so disgusted wit myself , so fat , so naggy, always giving in to his sweet tok aft quarreling aft al the broken promises he has made.
i goin to breakdown soon.
al this while i hav been finding out tat husb have been finding massage girl on wechat , tagged, now even MAID.
i dun even care if he did meet al tis sorts of girl.to me he has cheated on me emotionally .
i cnt accept tis.
to be honest i cannot force myself to leave hym, i guess the only way out is to die.
will it even wake hym up?
seriously im goin to be out of my mind.
bt i cnt leave my girl alone.
i had two miscarriage , al tis while i been so sad but he been beside consoling me.
i noe commiting suicide is stupid bt to me is the only way to even gt out frm al tis shit he has been giving me al tis while ..
i feel so disgusted wit myself , so fat , so naggy, always giving in to his sweet tok aft quarreling aft al the broken promises he has made.
i goin to breakdown soon.