Bayu
Active Member
Hi mummys,
My son now is 14 months old. The thing is, I can't get rid this feeling of guilt and sadness in me. My baby fell and hit his 1 side of his head and face last week and ended up with bruises and blue black under his left eye.. I was shocked coz it happened too fast.. and sadly, i did no acted tat fast.. He can walk now but not steadily yet..
Everynite I cry and keep on saying sorry to him eventhough he doesn't understand. And my mother in law doesn't allow me to bring my baby out, and we i heard tat .. i feel like shouting to her and tell her off tat he is still my baby and i did not do it on purpose.. who wants to hurt their own flesh and blood.. ?? and my hubby too.. he was angry but he knows its not my fault.. i wish i can turn back the time so tat my baby wont have to suffer the pain... he is playing and happily playing with us but nobody knows if he still in pain but just ignoring it.
Will the blue black go away? there is no lump or anything below his eye but i am just scared.. And how can i get rid of feeling guilty all the time?? Please help me.. :wecry::tsad:
My son now is 14 months old. The thing is, I can't get rid this feeling of guilt and sadness in me. My baby fell and hit his 1 side of his head and face last week and ended up with bruises and blue black under his left eye.. I was shocked coz it happened too fast.. and sadly, i did no acted tat fast.. He can walk now but not steadily yet..
Everynite I cry and keep on saying sorry to him eventhough he doesn't understand. And my mother in law doesn't allow me to bring my baby out, and we i heard tat .. i feel like shouting to her and tell her off tat he is still my baby and i did not do it on purpose.. who wants to hurt their own flesh and blood.. ?? and my hubby too.. he was angry but he knows its not my fault.. i wish i can turn back the time so tat my baby wont have to suffer the pain... he is playing and happily playing with us but nobody knows if he still in pain but just ignoring it.
Will the blue black go away? there is no lump or anything below his eye but i am just scared.. And how can i get rid of feeling guilty all the time?? Please help me.. :wecry::tsad: