Newmumi
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I've been feeling Soo down that I want to commit suicide but don't have the courage to do so seeing my 1yr old boy growing... I'm a young mother. I married at the age of 19 & had my son with my boyfriend of 3yrs.. Both parents side objected our marriage. Even up to date , they don't accept our marriage. My husband is a alcoholic just like his father. Runs in the genes I suppose. Relationship has not been very good with both my husband & myself. We quarell & have fought violently before. Now we have yet to hit each other. Recently, the court charged him of hitting me at my work place & currently I'm waiting what the sentence will be on the 11. My parents has helped me in caring for our son since he was born. But now they start pushing it everything on me leaving me in a lurch knowing what's my situation. I'm Soo lost. I wonder why my parents & husband torture me mentally. I'm working long retail hours.. I feel so tired. Just felt like sharing my story. (