carminetaupe
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Hello fellow TTC-ers, as the thread title says, I'm 5 mths into TTC-ing for #1, currently 30 y/o. Am currently in the 2ww (2 week wait) period but I'm pretty pessimistic as my temperature isn't elevated. I keep feeling like we are doing something wrong, or thinking crazy thoughts about whether something is wrong with me? But so far I can't detect anything. But I've been to the neighbourhood women's clinic and did a hormone profile test, and everything seems normal. I also did an ultrasound and saw that apparently there's no blockage and that I have a very tiny cyst in the uterus that shouldn't affect anything. I don't really exercise, but I'm normal weight and have a normal cycle.
Moreover, my hubby got me pregnant before. Very early on before we got married, about 3-4 yrs ago, my hubby and I had unprotected once before, and got a BFP that we didn't want. It was definitely during a time when it was just non-conducive for a child. We were still unmarried and my SO then wasn't stabilised in his career and things were still uncertain between me and him; having a baby would've caused a huge strain on our relationship and career and it would have been a tough time to bring up a newborn then. I couldn't stomach the thought of potentially being a single mother. So we terminated it and went thru a D&C.
I just keep thinking how come it was so easy the last time but this time it takes so much effort! I'm just glad I can share my pent up emotions here with others that are going thru the same journey as me. Thank you for listening...
Moreover, my hubby got me pregnant before. Very early on before we got married, about 3-4 yrs ago, my hubby and I had unprotected once before, and got a BFP that we didn't want. It was definitely during a time when it was just non-conducive for a child. We were still unmarried and my SO then wasn't stabilised in his career and things were still uncertain between me and him; having a baby would've caused a huge strain on our relationship and career and it would have been a tough time to bring up a newborn then. I couldn't stomach the thought of potentially being a single mother. So we terminated it and went thru a D&C.
I just keep thinking how come it was so easy the last time but this time it takes so much effort! I'm just glad I can share my pent up emotions here with others that are going thru the same journey as me. Thank you for listening...