Fisherman's Friend
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Dear Mummies, i'm so so tired!! Physically and mentally...i have 2 kids and though i have a maid helping me to take care, the maid is full of problems and i'm in the middle of changing her now... I have to work, have to worry for my kids, have to worry about their simplest things like the food they eat to things like the preschool i'm enroling them.
But my hubby seems totally ignorance to all! He even has to ask me what diaper brand they are using...:err:
Last night he didn't come home the whole night, i called him but his hp was off. I was so worried, scared that he may be in some kinds trouble, was still contemplating if I should take urgent leave. In the end i didn't coz i just started on the job not too long ago and if my hb got into some trouble, at least i'll still have a job to support my kids. In the end, he called me at ard 9+ saying he was drunk last night and spent a night at one of his friend's place. This is not the 1st time already, earlier on i chose to believe him, but when it happened on and off, its hard to force myself to believe anymore.
His friend (the one whom he stayed overnight with) called to explain that coz he was feeling down, thats y my hb accompanied him. (those brotherhood thingy -_-)
But i really very tired le...i think i should start planning for myself and my kids. I dun wish to wait for things to happen le then gan jiong...
Haiz...i had been asking myself why did i choose to marry him in the 1st place and got myself into such shit? Yes, im grateful that i have 2 beautiful children coz of thisdecision, but i felt so miserable! I felt there's no one i can share my woes with! Friends aside, isn't a hb supposed to be ur soulmate? Someone to share your upsd and downs with??
But my hubby seems totally ignorance to all! He even has to ask me what diaper brand they are using...:err:
Last night he didn't come home the whole night, i called him but his hp was off. I was so worried, scared that he may be in some kinds trouble, was still contemplating if I should take urgent leave. In the end i didn't coz i just started on the job not too long ago and if my hb got into some trouble, at least i'll still have a job to support my kids. In the end, he called me at ard 9+ saying he was drunk last night and spent a night at one of his friend's place. This is not the 1st time already, earlier on i chose to believe him, but when it happened on and off, its hard to force myself to believe anymore.
His friend (the one whom he stayed overnight with) called to explain that coz he was feeling down, thats y my hb accompanied him. (those brotherhood thingy -_-)
But i really very tired le...i think i should start planning for myself and my kids. I dun wish to wait for things to happen le then gan jiong...
Haiz...i had been asking myself why did i choose to marry him in the 1st place and got myself into such shit? Yes, im grateful that i have 2 beautiful children coz of thisdecision, but i felt so miserable! I felt there's no one i can share my woes with! Friends aside, isn't a hb supposed to be ur soulmate? Someone to share your upsd and downs with??