My husband has lost his temper countless times. When baby fell down and knocked her head, he shouted at me and slapped the back of my head 3 times. His friend called him and he wasted no time to tell me that he was going out AGAIN. Emotionally, I felt hurt. Somemore when I was cooking today, my kid was wailing her lungs out, trying to get me to stop cooking her porridge and play with her. The glass panel dropped down and, I accidently tossed the porridge all over the place. Thinking she was hungry, I fed her bread, but she choked on it and started crying. I carried her out of the baby chair and she spit out the bread. My sister in law came out and helped me with her while I continued to cook the darned porridge. Aft feeding her, she rubbed her eyes. I tried to coax her to slp but she didnt want to slp. Honestly I am feeling frustrated and am running out of patience. I feel so blue today.