no, not considering to get domestic helper. i am taking unpaid leave after ML, already approved... then slowly plan on the next step. actually staying with MIL, so if by then she's ok and i'm ok, let MIL take care. (i hv some issues with the way she take care of kids cos SIL's kids used to live with us and taken care of by MIL and i don't agree with the way she take care, hopefully can slowly get her to take care of bb my way while on unpaid leave)