`julee
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awww.. *hugs*I am a SAHM with first born 5+ months bb girl.
From the beginning I always wanted to work not because I prefer work, but the fact that I always have been independent, I help my family a lot and happy about it and can do whatever I please with my own money.
Now that I am with bb, I feel useless, and my life is not productive.
Not a day go by without me checking out the job search for any good position out there.
Once I went to Interview last month and had mixed feelings about leaving bb with someone else care.
I will miss her a lot and all her milestones.
Now even the interview wasn't a success, I feel I am not missing out that much, because I can spend more time with my bb.
being both SAHM or FTWM is hard, sacrifices either way. Sometimes I have to remind myself to stop worrying and live the moment, take advantage of the time that I have with the bb and make it productive.
It is very hard, when money is the constant reminder.
I just hope all the sacrifices doesn't go in vain, just like we all wish upon our kids.