newlife2010
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why do men always have to learn their lessons the hard ways. Don't they know how much hurt they given to usunforgiven, sorry to hear about you... i believed it's also tough on your side having to adjust and adapt a new life all over again. for your divorce, managed to fight for your rights??
yes, you are right. i just have to moniter him closly for now. in fact, i have become very sensitive lately. i seem to doubt everything he does, his actions and his words. All these, make me very insecure and really hate this feeling, but deep down in my heart, i believe, the love for him is still here. so, i guessed i just have to give both of us time to heal over this and hopefully things will work out.
mtan, yes.. he admitted all his doings and his wrongs. as for his freedom, he never really specifically mentioned about it. but so far, he never really go out except once with his close friends and came back before midnight, so i think still ok bah... other that this, he will fetch me after work everyday and have dinner with him then we head home....
but, i can't conclude anything now, cause i still feel insecure even though he is with me everyday. i think it's becase the trust is no longer that strong and confident.. but i guessed i am still holding now is because i know i still love him and hoping that he will really be remorseful and change for our future...